Food and I

 


How We Cook Is Truly Who We Are

I believe that we should engage all our senses when eating and pay diligent attention to what is on the plate before us. It’s only good manners and a sign of respect for the hands that prepared this meal. Even when alone and if only for the sake of our own self-respect. I suppose the humble peanut butter & jam sandwich may be excluded from this scrutiny, unless we have fresh, home baked bread. Which completely alters the nature of the beast.

 

Food has colours; flavours and aromas; temperature; textures; rhythms (visual and taste wise) and even sound, all contributing prominently and (or) subtly to the diner’s overall experience. Any dish reveals a great deal about the hands that prepared it. And this is where the attentive diner’s sixth sense comes into play: emotive perception. Those who are emotionally and spiritually fully awake (or at least self ware) can to a certain extent read – or perceive – the true nature of the hands; mind and soul that prepared the dish in front of us. I like to call this ability “seeing with your heart”. An ability that may (or may not) enliven or dull the appetite for what is on the plate before you, depending on how deep you look beneath the surface . . .

 

Emotive perception may reveal a variety of details about the meal and individual dishes in front of us. Obvious signs indicate the quality of the ingredients used. Texture and appearance attest to the detail and care applied to the initial preparation(s). Taste; flavour; aroma and colours subtly reveal the cook’s skill, experience and character. A little more elusive, is the dish’s balance and rhythms in the major elements. This hints at the cook’s temperament, emotional state (at the time of preparation) and overall cooking philosophy. Effectively, every multi-dish meal becomes a revealing narrative to those diners who are paying attention and are skilled at reading the signs.

 

The above does not imply that we have to do a ‘deep reading’ of every meal or dish. There are seldom deep or shattering revelations in a peanut butter and jam sandwich (jelly for you Americans). Few of us can constantly and consistently maintain this level of focus on a daily basis without risking burnout or becoming bored, maybe even disillusioned.

 

Emotive perception is in the main, a self taught skill – in my opinion. I think some of its foundations are:

  • Emotional and psychological maturity (or some degree thereof),
  • Emotional experience and “IQ” – being in touch with the inner self,
  • The ability to think, and reflect, objectively,
  • A healthy level of common sense and a wide general knowledge,
  • Being able to connect cause and effect on personal, emotional and – sometimes – spiritual levels, and
  • The skill to objectively see or perceive someone else’s viewpoint (and resist from judging).

 

I feel that to some extent emotive perception also helps with the reading of the recipes of other cooks or chefs. A published recipe is not simply a list of ingredients and method instructions. Except for the soulless, commercial recipes of industrial kitchens, most recipes also reveal (intentionally or inadvertently) significant levels of information about the author’s technical proficiency and dedication; knowledge; outlook on life; cultural heritage, etc. Much can be gleaned when you look closer at a recipe and think a little about what’s being said, or not.

 

Excellent cooking is not only a technical skill; it is also about heart & emotion, spirituality or mindfulness, respect, dedication and personal character – collectively: culinary passion. The true nature of any person shines through in how he or she cooks for themselves, when alone, and when in the company of those nearest to us. You are only partly what you eat, but you truly ARE how you cook. The rhythms of your knife invariably gives you away.


Hartbeestfontein, Easter Weekend, ca. 2008

In The Beginning

My Mom, both Grannies and some of my aunts were good cooks. A very few were spectacular cooks. The cooking of food never interested me when I was young; I had other challenges and interests back then. Only the gobbling up of food – any food – at maximum quantities mattered. Anyway, cooking was women’s work, men only barbequed. And yes, I had a helluva lot of growing up to do.

 

Today I deeply regret not sometimes just watching at the very least those cooks prepare and cook the food that shaped my culinary heritage. I could’ve saved myself a great deal of time catching up. Inadvertently, I also missed the opportunities to gain basic knowledge, skills and experience. Almost all of those cooks have already passed away. So I have also lost some recipes for dishes that punctuated significant points during my childhood, teenage and young adult years. Such is the blazing stupidity of an ignorant youth.

 

I only learned to cook properly during my early thirties, after my first partner and I started cohabiting. Prior to then I could cook well enough to subsist as a bachelor, but certainly not to thrive. Food (and eating) was important, but not important enough to learn how to become skilful and eventually excel at it. Taking over my parents’ small takeout business after Dad passed away, changed all that, and my life. Fifteen years of formal, industrial scale cooking and daily dealing with the vagaries of customers, staff and suppliers resulted in a vast deal of catching up and getting on with it very fast. Particularly in the beginning when the learning curve was near vertical all the time. I'm still deciding if that particular change in my life was to my benefit or detriment. The pro’s & con’s for each choice are very evenly matched.

 

As with all amateurs and novices, the road to technical excellence and maturity takes many detours and throws in a few potholes and dead ends to boot, too. Paired with evolving career challenges; romantic and interpersonal relationship management; personal interests and hobbies; the pressure of a changing society and world, and personal growth unavoidably occurs. Hopefully for the better, if you are lucky (to some extent). Throw in the process of physical aging, the demands of time remorselessly thundering by, and change is fundamentally and  utterly inevitable. Mostly, these changes made a better human being out of me, I’d like to believe. More patient and tolerant, and with a better understanding of the world and people around me. Change also brought seasons of melancholy, a vast awareness that each of us can only depend on ourselves, and an all transcending appreciation for solitude.

 

The Living Years

The role of food in my life has also changed significantly over the years. From mere fuel to becoming a tool of my trade; and eventually learning that I too have some ability to cook, it has now also become a vehicle for remembering my past (and those significant individuals in it). Food is now also the practicing of simplicity in quality in parallel with respect and spirituality. It’s been a sometimes emotional journey to my ‘here & now’.

 

Of course, eating well is not only about fancy ingredients, exotic cooking techniques or avant garde presentations. It is also about the mundane, day to day dishes of hurried week days and lazy Saturdays and Sundays. I feel one of the foundations of good food lies in home cooking and the dishes and foodstuffs we ate on a daily basis whilst growing up and further on. Add the cooking of family, friends and the members of our communities, and a clear foundation for food appreciation begins to emerge. Fundamentally, we are each the sum of our experiences, after all.

 

At present, I have the luxuries of time and being alone again. I can live again on my own terms. There is now the opportunity for a new, voluntary journey of discovery: the Far East and India. Off course, I’d love to visit those far off places in person, but my financial reality excludes this longing. So, I’ll have to travel by mouth, figuratively speaking. I have the time, general knowledge and experience, and motivation. Therefore, bon voyage it is!

 

Yet, in the end, when all’s said and done, an appreciation for eating well: physically, emotionally and spiritually, is ultimately what 5 Flavours is all about.


© RS Young, 2024

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